She nearly destroyed me and i dnt think she knows it... cn we really keep this friend thing going?

Next time could you write down complete words because it was kinda hard to read. Anyways if you are hurting so much from her and you know that you two will never work out i think you should just move out or something. Don't live with her. What's the point? Every time you see her your in pain. Just move out and cut her off from your life. You don't have to do it in a mean way too. You can just tell her what you feel and that you are still really hurt from what she did to you ect. This relationship you have with her isn't anything good. It sounds like all you are doing is giving and giving and she just does nothing for you at all.