Should i live in a nursing home at age 43yo?

I am a 43yo male,with bowel and Pancreatic cancer.I live here because its close to my hospital.However,most of the other residents are elderly,and suffer from Dementia or a form of mental Illness,varying from mild,to extreme. I dislike it here,however i have no other option available to me..It is depressing..Any advise for me would be good thanks..Robbie